Well it’s been 7 months since I really wrote anything on here. I am really crappy at keeping up with these things, wish I could just erase most of this and start again. But to be completely honest with you all. I’m not a 100% sure how to do it. If I find away tho, all this random rambling on will be just as pointless as it is now if not more so.

So I guess your all thinking what has changed in the last 7 months. Well! Not a lot that’s for sure. I am a year older yet feel no more wiser then i did at 17. Still no job, no bloke (although things may be possibly be looking up in that situation.) but that’s another story for a whole different time.

On the plus side in the last 7 months I gained 4 new pets, 2 Degu & 2 mice.

My niece is a big girl and yet another year older, 6 now! Where has these last 6 years gone. I still remember the day she arrived as if it was yesterday. Big b, is just as incredible as her little sister. She very bright, cheeky and artistic. She lies anything to do with being creative, painting, drawing, sticking or playing with play dough. I really enjoy these tasks with her. Unfortunately we don’t always have the time but I am promising to try and do more exciting things with her. Maybe make some cakes or something that really encourages her imagination.

My little niece is 3 in just under a month. The day she was born I will never forget as I was curled up on the sofa with the love of my life when my bro rang to tell me she had finally arrived. That was one amazing month, that first month of her little life. Everyday I see her is as just as amazing as that month but he will never be forgotten. But less of him as life moves on and mine certainly has! Or had to! Little Is, is now a healthy, happy incredibly beautiful, funny and cheeky almost 3 year old. She can brighten up anyone day and certainly shines a light on the brilliance and magic of everyday things that I don’t give a second thought to anymore.

I have started writing a children’s book and failed already after the first story lol. Must try harder as all the ideas are there just not very good at putting them into words.

I have got a new shiny phone :) trying to not kill the battery too soon but do not think I’m succeeding :( No scratches or dents tho so there’s a plus side to everything.

I need £1,200 for my dream of a nursery worker. So need a job please, then I can start college in September :) Need to start learning to drive also by the end of this year. Need a new laptop as mines broken :( he’s a bit like most men and works when he feels like it. The battery has gone, the fans broke, space bar doesn’t work and he’s incredibly slow. It’ll soon be time to pack him off to laptop heaven.

I started this post with a thought and a purpose but as generally happens in everything I do, I end up rambling and going off on a tangent.

I am making a promise to everyone out there in Tumblr land that I will write more and delete accounts if I can figure out how. Need a new account for a new me. New slim, successful, organised me who makes or is making her dreams come true. Soon I will be that person, for now I’m just random thinking star girl J *

So long folks!! It’s 12:38 am, I’m not tired but I feel I need to be asleep. Bring on the hours of lying in the dark with my eyes closed. Gd night Tumblr family

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Four years ago today, you finally ended your long term suffering and deterioration for that I am thankful. If there was another way to have it and to have you still hear then we would. But you are now watching and protecting Me in everything I do. You never got to meet your second granddaughter, well as I’m sure you observed she is just as beautiful as her older sister and they both know all about you. As they get older they will know more but for now they both can identify you in pictures. For that I feel is important for them. I try to make you proud every single day, sometimes I succeed and sometimes I feel I do not. But I know that you would/ do love me anyway. For now I am glad your at peace without any more pain. I hope you and your beloved dog have been reunited in a better place. One terrible disease claimed you both.

Love always and forever Grandad,

Xxx

So, I have just spoken to a very dear friend of mine and I feel much better about the while situation again now. I have missed them very much but like with all people I feel that we had just drifted apart which is what happens to alot of people that I know. 

It comes to something when you walk past the person who you have been there for since you were 13 and through alot of difficult times in each other lives and they just totally blank you in favour of their new friends. It has been 6 months since we have spoken. I cant believe that all the years that we were friends now means that I don’t even get a hello, how are you when we pass in the street. I helped you through a really tough time and when I needed you, you weren’t there. I spent countless hours listening to your boyfriend problems and letting you come round to my house whenever you had had arguments or got upset with each other. But these now mean that I do not even qualify for a hello. 

I lost another friend a couple of weeks ago because I said something and she took it the wrong way. She called me a snob which is a first because I have never be called a snob in my life. If anything she is more of a snob then me as her child goes to the nursery that is by me and she said how she didn’t like her going there because of the place that it is in, well I live here and I don’t see anything wrong with the place that I live in. I didn’t get offended and call her a snob when she first said that. Her daughter loves that nursery and I dont think you should judge the nursery just because it’s in a place with a bad reputation. 

I live on the wrong side of the train lines and therefore that makes me and has always made worth less then anyone else from my town. There is nothing wrong with the place I live. Yeah it was rough at one point but honestly nothing bad has ever happened to me while I have been living here. You can walk home at 2 o’clock in the morning and its completely safe. Yet people from the other side of the railway lines doesn’t think that is true. 

I lost anther boyfriend this year because of the fact that I lived on the wrong side of the railway lines and because he was really posh and I just couldn’t compare to that. So I have no idea how this girl can call me a snob. I feel sorry for her, she hasn’t seen many true and honest people in her life and I tell her one thing that she took the wrong way but thats her opinion. It doesn’t bother me or anything just wanted to express my thoughts on it so that I can move on. 

Moved On!!!!!!!

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