Well it’s been 7 months since I really wrote anything on here. I am really crappy at keeping up with these things, wish I could just erase most of this and start again. But to be completely honest with you all. I’m not a 100% sure how to do it. If I find away tho, all this random rambling on will be just as pointless as it is now if not more so.
So I guess your all thinking what has changed in the last 7 months. Well! Not a lot that’s for sure. I am a year older yet feel no more wiser then i did at 17. Still no job, no bloke (although things may be possibly be looking up in that situation.) but that’s another story for a whole different time.
On the plus side in the last 7 months I gained 4 new pets, 2 Degu & 2 mice.
My niece is a big girl and yet another year older, 6 now! Where has these last 6 years gone. I still remember the day she arrived as if it was yesterday. Big b, is just as incredible as her little sister. She very bright, cheeky and artistic. She lies anything to do with being creative, painting, drawing, sticking or playing with play dough. I really enjoy these tasks with her. Unfortunately we don’t always have the time but I am promising to try and do more exciting things with her. Maybe make some cakes or something that really encourages her imagination.
My little niece is 3 in just under a month. The day she was born I will never forget as I was curled up on the sofa with the love of my life when my bro rang to tell me she had finally arrived. That was one amazing month, that first month of her little life. Everyday I see her is as just as amazing as that month but he will never be forgotten. But less of him as life moves on and mine certainly has! Or had to! Little Is, is now a healthy, happy incredibly beautiful, funny and cheeky almost 3 year old. She can brighten up anyone day and certainly shines a light on the brilliance and magic of everyday things that I don’t give a second thought to anymore.
I have started writing a children’s book and failed already after the first story lol. Must try harder as all the ideas are there just not very good at putting them into words.
I have got a new shiny phone :) trying to not kill the battery too soon but do not think I’m succeeding :( No scratches or dents tho so there’s a plus side to everything.
I need £1,200 for my dream of a nursery worker. So need a job please, then I can start college in September :) Need to start learning to drive also by the end of this year. Need a new laptop as mines broken :( he’s a bit like most men and works when he feels like it. The battery has gone, the fans broke, space bar doesn’t work and he’s incredibly slow. It’ll soon be time to pack him off to laptop heaven.
I started this post with a thought and a purpose but as generally happens in everything I do, I end up rambling and going off on a tangent.
I am making a promise to everyone out there in Tumblr land that I will write more and delete accounts if I can figure out how. Need a new account for a new me. New slim, successful, organised me who makes or is making her dreams come true. Soon I will be that person, for now I’m just random thinking star girl J *
So long folks!! It’s 12:38 am, I’m not tired but I feel I need to be asleep. Bring on the hours of lying in the dark with my eyes closed. Gd night Tumblr family